By 1999, I had become convinced that my life was not going in the right direction. My spiritual practices were not progressing anymore and I could not figure out why. As well, I had become dissatisfied with my work. I asked Divine: "is this the right place where Divine wants me to help people?" The answer was no. My next question was: "Should I get out of here now and go somewhere else to help people in another place?" Divine again said no, so I stayed at my workplace. About eight months later, in the summer of 2000, I asked these questions again.
I asked Divine if I should leave this place now? This time the answer was yes. I asked a second question as to whether I should find the master to lead me to enlightenment and the answer was again yes.